i just wanna be loved -- lyra zayn

[Lyra Malfoy]

lyra malfoy



Oh, you’re looking for Lyra Malfoy? Well, you can just call her Lyra, and I don’t know where she is. She’s got a lot of work to do, being a fifth year and all, or she might be with a boyfriend. Oh! You saw her? Yeah, she always looks like that, she is a Slytherin, you know. But still, she’s pretty hardworking and cheerful. Hey, she’s headed this way!

i memorized all the words for you
(but you don't know that's nothing like me)
in denial
fleeting glances [just to hear your voice]
flirting[but you don't know that's nothing like me]
crushing[you][you know i wonder]
crushing[me][have you already figured it out]
crushing[us][all these times i have tried to hide]
sexual tension[all these times i've been hoping]
physical attraction[you don't find out how]
forbidden[all these things that i hide on the inside]
one night stand
fling[this is all so new to me]
friends-with-benefits[just when i think i'm invincible]
lust[you come and happen to me]
on again
off again[everything is perfect for you]
past[we’re good][if you only knew]
past[we’re bad][that it's not like me to follow through]
past[still there][maybe even give up on these dead end dreams]
current[just to be with you]
in love[but you don't know that's nothing like me]
engaged[now i'm waking up]

sometimes i’m a selfish fake
(you're always a true friend)
acquaintances[and i don’t deserve you]
new friends[cause i’m not there for you]
past friends][please forgive me again]
occasional friends
secret friends[someone you can come to]
group friends[runs deeper than my bones]
party friends[swirling shades of blue]
fake friends[slow dancing in your eyes]
frenemies[the kisses the earth]
regular friends[and i hush the urge to cry]
partners-in-crime[cause i hear the whispered words]
best friends[in your masterpiece beautiful]
inseparable[you speak the unspeakable phrase]

i hope the days pass easy
(and the moments pass slow)
[and each road leads you where you want to go]family[specify]
[and if you’re faced with a choice and you have to choose]familiar face
schoolmates
[and if one door opens to another one closes]classmates
coworkers
[if its cold outside]teammates
[show the world the warmth of your smile]teacher
[but more than anything]role model
[my wish for you]mixed feelings
[is that this life becomes all that you want it to]good influence
[you’re dreams stay big]bad influence
[your worries stay small]fear
[you never need to carry more than you can hold]respect
[and while you’re out there]got your back
[getting’ where you’re getting’ to]confusion
protective
[and wants the same things too]comfort
[yeah, this is my wish]concern
trust

oh, 2 3 4!
(helpless)
[my eyes are bleeding]tolerance
[from the fear that’s inside]indifference
[you sealed your demise]annoyance
[when you took what was mine]frustration
[don’t try to stop me from avenging this world]dislike
[no voice to be heard]intense dislike
[waking the demon]hatred
[where’d you run to?]loathing
[walking in shadows]jealousy
[watch the blood flow]bitterness
[there’s not much longer]grudge
[so don’t try to fight]rivals
[your body’s weakening]cheated on
[walk to the light]abandoned
[those painful times]humiliated
[so alone, so ashamed]backstabbed

…Or not. Oh well, we’ll see her again. Wait, I’ve got an idea! You can just give me your message, and I’ll make sure she gets it!

[font=levenim mt][size=1][color=white]Hey, Lyra, you’ve got a message. It’s from[/color] NAMEHERE,[color=white] but you can call him/her [/color]NICKNAMEHERE.[color=white] He/She’s a [/color]YEARHERE[color=white] in [/color]HOUSEHERE[color=white] and he/she said you’re:

[ul][li]ships here
[/li][li] new [/li][li] for each ship, please.[/li][/ul]

Here, I’ll let you have the message…
[/color]REASONHERE, FIRST PERSON.[/size][/font]

credits; invincible by crossfade, there for you by flyleaf, my wish by rascal flatts, and waking the demon by bullet for my valentine.

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